Jul 23, 2009

YOU - nur jannah allia

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down n out,
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

i never will forget the day
how we met and came this far
when we only got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i noe its me who said goodbye
and thats the hardest thing to do
cuz you mean so much to me
and thats the truth from me to you

for all the things ive done and said
for all the hurt that ive caused you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cuz that wasnt wat i meant to do

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down and out
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you were the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

i cant forget you ex-bf.. everyday i'd just sit n listen to my heart fer a min..
still lookin fer u.. still yearnin fer u..
i'd just start cryin just by hearin yr name..

oh god..how i wish u were still mine..
i blame myself totally for wat happnd to u..
hadnt i been so cold, u wldnt have to end up like tt..

im sory dear..

up till now, i cant find a person who can take yr place..
my heart just wont open up fer anyone else..
i want u..
i cant move on...

tis piece comin up, is wat i wrote myself in d middle of d nite..

kau yg pertama, kau jualah yg terakhirnya
kenangan kita bersama, tidak pernah ku lupakan
air wajahmu, sentiasa bermain di mata
hangat dakapanmu, sering ku terasa

maafkan aku syg kau jadi begini
entah mengapa tidak terbuka pintu hati
untuk menerima cintamu lagi
namun, aku kesal hingga waktu ini

harapan bina mahligai bersama, hancur di sekelip mata
angan-angan cinta selamanya, pupus dalam satu nafas
kata-kata indah, tidak lagi bermakna
di hari kau miliki cahaya mata bersama dia

tergamak kau lakuin aku begini
hidupku kini bagaikan tiada erti
ruang di hati masih lagi terkunci
mengaharap kau kembali, (insert name)

mungkin aku pusing, mungkin aku takut
untuk bercinta lagi, untuk menyayangi lagi
cukuplah dgn apa yg tlah ku alami
biarlah waktu yg menentukan nasibku ini

tis is exclusive..ive nvr posted wat i wrote b4..
let tis b d 1st n d last..
thnk u readers who took their time to read tis..
n thnk u frens, who have been thr fer me,.,

my heart.. is still aching..